Ok I know its pretty bad but I have twitter, so I can follow my bands.
But if anyone who has this follow me @rixan94
(:
Oh and I don't know if I should cause its stressful and I don't really think I could...
but I kind of want to do modeling
I don't know why, and not really for a clothing line.
Just as a photo genetic person for other people to use.
I know how to look both genders...don't ask but I can with using theatrical make up.
Ok its weird to talk about this but I just wanted to state that out.
(:

How to be Emo

I. Do you want a new look, maybe a different look of the world?
A. Maybe you want to express your feelings through poetry or music.
B. Or just want a style that fits you if you’re quiet and emotional.

II. Appreciate Emo Music
A. Finding Emo bands, or emotional bands.
1. 30 Seconds to Mars, AFI, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Rise Against.
2. Or any Indie and underground music
B. Make up your own songs
1. Write poetry or lyrics
2. Play the guitar, bass, violin, or any other instrument that sounds Emo.
III. Dress Emo
A. Tops and Bottoms
1. Emo Band logo, black, checkered, or stripe shirts
2. Where skinny jeans or black skirts.
3. Leg or arm warmers
B. Accessories
1. Studded belts
2. Black worn pair of sneakers, usually vans or converse
3. Rubber or studded bracelets and any Emo-looking necklaces.
4. Thick, black-rimmed glasses
5. Wallet chain
IV. Emo hair style and Make up
A. Dyeing it
1. Black or brown with blonde or unnatural color streaks
2. Add some random colors that fit you
B. The cut
1. Very short, bob-like with long bangs that sweep to one side covering your eye for girls.
2. If long make it very choppy and lots of high lights.
3. For guy, spike up the back side and pat down the front side.
4. Also usually have straighten hair unless your spiking the hair
C. Make up
1. Black Eye liner
2. Black, red, or dark blue eye shadow.


V. Emo attitude.
A. How you should be.
1. Be Sensitive
2. Thoughtful
3. Quiet.
B. You don’t have to be.
1. Depressed
2. Insecure
3. Resentful
C. Always remember you are still a person even if people make fun of you!

The sky is the sea
I wish to sail it
high in the clouds
with the birds passing

People dancing on the air boat
looks like angels dancing on clouds
With different colors dancing
In the sky

The sun is our spot light
As the clouds are the curtains
We take the bow
as they close over our show




It touches our skin
letting its cool fingers
give us goose bumps
as we shake to stay warm

Winter can be so harsh
but brings people together
to keep eachother warm
from her harsh cool breath

Hey peoplez of Earth and beyond that I'm really bored so I feel like right in this since my head is stuck on everything else.
Well lets see my life...ok..I guess
I have a demon, vampire, and a werewolf as really good friends now
a lot of ninjas as really good friends
my life is weird @_@
I can't think more of my story but I'm working on a new one...don't think its good and its also a skript so not much detail just mainly talking k
That one is about mainly Rixan still but a little less funny
I have been excited for the anime expo since last year can't wait tell this weekend ^-^ yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD sorry just can't wait
I will dress up as Aerith and Rixan ok and I will take photos and videos and I once I get them on youtube I will give you all the link k
and you know me I suck at drawing lol xD I'm still learn ok and I'm to stubborn to ask anyone else it makes me feel pathetic.
If anyone is going on the 5th and 6th to the anime expo in LA tell me please and tell me what your dressing up as
and I'm so sorry from Karate because I haven't been there for awhile and I had to run over there learning that my mom didn't have her car so I had to race there before I was late. Then we had to do a lot of squats which hurt like hell.

Ok sucky day today well I had to buy a sunkist today so while I was riding I was riding my bike I was drinking it....well I then had to turn so I was trying to put away my drink when a car came around the corner. Luckly though it decided not to turn that way but I already was about to put it away when I lost control of my bike and fell over. I also spilt my sunkist all over me and ripped my favorite shirt T^T. I skinned my elbo badly, my hands, arm, knee, and got cut when it ripped my shirt...also sense the soda spilt all over me it hurt like hell from the sting...and I also lost my favorite soda T^T. Then I can't laugh nor really do anything...lol. Omg I was soooo tired after that...man I wish my vampire powers would work in real life lol xD then I will be ok lol.
I WISH THOUGH THAT IT WAS REAL BECAUSE I HATE PEOPLE ASKING!!!
ok byz